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the basics
ㅤnameㅤ Han Yu-i
ㅤageㅤ 23
ㅤbirthdayㅤ November 24
ㅤzodiacㅤ Sagittarius
ㅤorientationㅤ Bisexual (male lean)
ㅤstatusㅤ Singleㅤmain occupationㅤ Broadcast Jockey ( Camgirl )
ㅤagencyㅤ ANTHOLOGYTV CO., LTD
ㅤstreamer aliasㅤ Miyu
ㅤsecond occupationㅤ Part-time barista at a caféㅤcurrent residenceㅤ Seoul, South Korea
ㅤethnicityㅤ Korean
the look
ㅤheightㅤ 5’1”. She’s very insecure about her height deficiency despite how often viewers praise it as some sort of advantage.
ㅤweightㅤ 120 lbs.
ㅤhairㅤ Brunette strands that reach mid-back. Straight cut bangs that typically obscure her brows.
ㅤeyesㅤ A deep, chocolate brown. She’s learned to master the art of a seductive gaze through the means of online performance.
ㅤcomplexionㅤ Irrevocably pale due to consistent time spent indoors. Blush tends to be easily visible when making its appearance, notably invading the apples of her cheeks and the bridge of her nose.
ㅤscentㅤ Vanilla, clean linen, fresh coffee.
the family
ㅤmotherㅤ Arisu Nishimura. Once a successful businesswoman in architectural development turned stay-at-home mother. She played the part of a parent, but not as well as her father, whom she simply followed in his methods and treatment. Deep down, the woman possessed a disdain for her own daughter. Japanese women rarely were given the luxury of work and family, and as much as she enjoyed her career and the role she played in a country’s growth, she ultimately ended up sacrificing that passion to care for and raise Yui.
ㅤfatherㅤ Hiroshi Nishimura. A benevolent man who lived a life of commuting, desk jobs and a passion for his child’s happiness. Although he could not be around much due to strict, long-winded shifts, any free time would be spent caring for his family. A role model flourishing in young eyes. Contrary to such extensive labour, both physically and mentally, he would always pass down values and advice for his offspring to carry forth into adolescence, into adulthood.
ㅤstep-fatherㅤ Masahiro Sato. A strong and wealthy political figure within Japan’s central. Much like Yui’s mother, he was strict and harbored nearly impossible expectations that weighed heavily on the young girl’s childhood. He did not tolerate failure, not even from his step-daughter. Cruelty was seen as tough love and her accomplishments were viewed as payback for her cushy upbringing. With the support of Arisu, together they would be the downfall of Yui and the entirety of her youth.
the personality
She is a lovechild of both confidence and anxiety. The sheltered life she grew up in through childhood is highly attributed to that shy and reserved part of her existence, while the person she is during cam shows exudes assertiveness and extroversion. Almost like a persona, but something that has acclimated into her overall personality through years spent on the internet.Yui possesses abandonment issues. She’s a people pleaser through and through, thus her occupation as a streamer. Although she craves affection and attention, whether through praise or physical touch, she holds a innate fear of love and allowing people to get too close, afraid that they’ll leave or abandon her like her family did. But, like many others, she dreams of finding someone that can put up with her bullshit and love her for who she is.Due to a lack of social exposure for the majority of her life, Yui has had to learn on her own the ways of communicating with others. It was a talent gathered from copious hours spent online, chatting through voice and video ; a talent useful for her shameless pursuit of online seduction for cash.Internet exposure, of course, has conditioned her with a typically sarcastic, down-to-earth type of personality. In person, she uses these tactics to her advantage, obscuring her past and insecurities behind a defensive wall : a big and boisterous personality. More serious commitment toward another will slowly chip away the walls of her facade, an innate fear of love and loss. Her true self.She balances on the fence of trust. With her experience speaking to those online, hiding intentions behind text, she can find it extremely difficult to trust those she interacts with on the internet. When meeting someone in person, though, Yui typically tends to put her reliance in their presence due to the fact that someone there, someone real, is providing her with that one-on-one contact that she’s been so deprived of. This can ultimately lead the cam girl into bad situations, poorly choosing who she can leave her trust with and getting taken advantage of in the process. Her real world experiences have been quite minimal and in turn, make it difficult for Yui to separate what’s good and what’s bad, merely thriving off of the attention she so desperately searches for.Deep down, Yui’s layers of differing tendencies and personality traits are a protection from inner anxiety and fears. She wants to show others that she is not what her family modelled her to be, that she wants to receive the attention she never received following her father’s death. If you’re lucky enough to get close to the girl and break down her walls and expose her entirety, past the stripteases and confident chatter, you will most definitely find someone who is struggling beneath the surface, someone who wants the love and affection that was hardly genuine in her life.
Yui grew up in a working class household with a lot of expectations. But it wasn’t always that way.In her early years, she had a loving father and a mother who tolerated the trials and tribulations of a young daughter.HAPPINESS IS ESSENTIAL. PUT IT BEFORE EVERYTHING WITHOUT REGRET.Those words from her father had always stuck in the back of her subconscious ; a silent memorial that could never falter. Yui could never understand the concept at a young age, but that man, the one who carried forth such a beaming persona, the one who always adorned such a genuine smile, was slowly deteriorating beneath the surface. In Japan’s overworked society, many suffered and succumbed to the economic plague known as karoshi. Long hours, endless exhaustion and fragile mental health finally took a hold of her father. A beautiful soul ; lost in an instant.What Yui took hard, her mother took even harder. How was a single parent supposed to afford a household, take care of their young daughter and mourn the loss of their husband at the same time? That hidden anger toward her child only seemed to grow with each and every day that passed.THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.ㅤIt was beyond their shared tragedy that her mother became increasingly harsh, even more so after remarrying.Without her father around to protect her or tell her what was right, Yui carried out her years under the weight of new outlooks. Perfect grades, perfect life. A child who they could brag about educationally and financially and most importantly, credit her success to their upbringing. This resulted in a very restricted life for Yui. Limited friends, limited time to be a normal teenager and develop meaningful relationships. Always studying, working hard to impress those who lived under the same roof as her. After all, simply running away into the unknowns of Japan was entirely impossible.UNTIL SHE REBELLED.Yui was raised to pursue grades that got her into the most prestigious of colleges, one that her step-father’s wealth would easily pay for. Once finally surpassing her 18th birthday, the girl began to delve her curiosities into what the online world ; the destinations she had never been to or heard of before, the people she could connect with even if they were on the other side of the world . . .
And the potential for success on her own terms. Perhaps the motivation had stemmed from her fractured psyche, or the fact that strangers she called friends succeeded in the peer pressure that changed her mind. That college acceptance letter her parents were so proud of her for obtaining was torn to shreds and replaced with her laptop and the desire to thrive by her own means.It started out innocently enough ; casual streams, just to chat with others around the world, until the discovery of how much attention and financial gain could be attained just from taking her clothes off. The thrill of it all was addictive and soon, that became her main priority over what her family desired for her future. But of course, such a secret could not be kept hidden in her household for very long. A trashed paper once labelling her academic success and an unlocked door late at night was all that was necessary to kickstart her demise. An unsteady relationship faltered even further and eventually left Yui without a home or a family, if what she had could even be called such a thing.Disowned at 18, the only thing she could do to pursue her dream lifestyle was to continue with the chosen hobby of a camgirl. Stripping and pleasuring herself for the anonymity of needy eyes and their desperate wallets ; though seen as a degrading line of work, was strangely empowering for someone who had been living under so many restrictions for so long. Residing in Yokohama for only a short amount of time, she finally saved up enough of her earnings to move into the highly populated, highly popular Shibuya district of Tokyo. A location meant to be a fresh start, a crutch in order to help her escape the trauma that had plagued a sizeable piece of her existence. A location that seemed to favor her content and express that fact through their wallets. Even though she struggled in such an unfamiliar environment, she was surviving. And that was when the realization hit: she was . . . free.Yui puts on a cheerful, confident persona, reveling in newfound web-popularity but deep down, she just wants to be loved and appreciated for who she really is and not controlled and manipulated into something she isn’t.To retain a small shred of normalcy in her life, Yui has taken it upon herself to work part-time at an acquaintance’s local cat café where she exists as a barista. Despite the fact that she frequently shows her face on her explicit streams, there have been few that bother to recognize her in the ever-busy business and entertainment district. That still doesn’t stop the internal worry that some day, someone ( who may be important to her ) will discover her lewd alter ego.
ㅤoneㅤ I will only interact with mutual followers. This goes for bandwagons, DMs and ships. If we are following one another, please feel free to interact or plot with me! I don't bite.ㅤtwoㅤ Do NOT interact with me if you as a writer and / or your muse are a minor. This account features explicit content and I, along with my muse, will not associate with those who are underage.ㅤthreeㅤ I have the right to unfollow / mute / block those who make me feel uncomfortable. Please do not attempt to start drama or harass me because of these decisions. They're for my own safety and sanity. I'm here to write, not fight.ㅤfourㅤ This account is multiship and will feature one main ship. Due to negative experiences in the past, I will more than likely never be singleship.ㅤfiveㅤ NSFW content will be present on this account such as sexual encounters / images, dark themed plots and the potential for violence, cursing, drugs and alcohol.ㅤsixㅤ I ship based on chemistry. Plotting, interactions and time are required to develop a ship with my muse. If you're interested in getting something started, please let me know! It's likely that I'm interested too. Communication is necessary! I will NOT ship / write lewd with minors ( mun and / or muse).ㅤsevenㅤ Despite the fact that I am admittedly a slow replier, please do not persistently bother me for a response. I have a full-time job and sometimes cannot find the energy or muse to reply at times. Friendly reminders are always encouraged, though. I can be quite forgetful.